So, I work in a factory & don't get to see my kids much, or my wife at all during the week. I've been looking around for better jobs, & nothing good ever seems to present itself as an opportunity. Every time I get hopeful, life enjoys messing with my good mood. When I expect the worst, life eases a little, but I'm already thinking too negatively to see the bright side. I've offered my services, I've looked into making money from home, but everything I'm good at is not applicable to contributing to a financially secure lifestyle. I feel so hopeless, useless, & wasted. I don't do ANYTHING I used to for fun. I've lost my artistic touch, I don't